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Snow day tomorrow lol just found out and i'm pretty psyched, cuz i've kinda been procrastinating on the hw. But in other news, i recently found a promdress that i definately want to investigate. Its a light yellowish/cream color, the top is fitted and has scattered gold sparkles, and the bottom is poufy, but not too poufy lol. its really cute, but we'll see...the funny thing is i found a dress i like, a hairstyle i like, but a date, that will prolly be the hardest part lol, but hopefully i'll find someone fun to go with, stil have plenty of time, i think...

Ugh.. but finals coming up soon, def. not looking forward to those, i always do bad, but maybe thsi year will be different. My new year's resolution was to study more for finals and actaully do good on them, so we'll see. But i can't wait to start new classes, cuz i def. need a change. I'm gunna have greenhouse first period, band second, US history third with everyone lol, and french 3 last which is going to be crazy as usual. but its not gunna be too hard which is good, because im feeling kinda lazy lately but ne ways...

o yeah i forgot to write about crazy happening on vacation with whit and meg, and thenjust with whit, lol actually, i really don't feel like explaining it all here, so i'll leave whoever reads this in suspense...

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: pearl jam - wishlist

So my b-day was lost of fun. meg, jess, and whitney cameover and we hung out played cards (mostly bullshit and spoons or sapoons as i would say(nvm u had to be there)). But ne ways it was def. fun. unfortunately afterwards jess got sick and had t0 leave in the middle of the snowstorm :-(. And then after she left, we all started to think that maybe we were feeling kinda sick, but that didn't stop us from staying up until 3 in the morning, playing pool, and whatever else. But it was definately a fun b-day lol it definately made me laugh
So the next day me and meg ended up watching the movies that we had all meant to watch the night before: dodgeball(awesome movie),and napoleon dynamite(kind of strange, but def. funny). but then the day was done and here I am. U think that maybe since we went to bed at 3 and got up at like 6 then went back to bed and got up 9 that i wonuld be rly tired riht now, but im not. Sot hats why im writing this, and if it doesn't make sense, im sorry lol.
But ne ways tomorrow track practice, and nothing really im hoping i'll find somehting to do later but we'll see....

Current Music: howie day-perfect time of day

Christmas was fun as usual. Got lots of good presents and gave a couple good ones too. And of course spent some time with the relatives as usual. Usually my relatives aren't too bad, but they always ask one question that i always dread "so do u have a boyfriend" they seem to need to know this information, even though they know it is none of their business, and maybe im just more tocuhy about it, because i always have to answer the same. What i'd really like to say to just to scare them would be somehting like "no i'm a lesbian" or better yet "no im going to become a nun."(my grandparents would love that)> But i usually just answer "no not yet, i have guys as fruiends just no one im dating". But seriously i always dread that and out of all the topics we talk about, its something they never forget to inquire about (aren't i lucky lol).
But ne ways other than that christmas was great, got some new clothes and a deathcab cd, and my bro got a phish cd, and the pink floyd dark side of the moon cd, which i will prolly be borrowing. But right now im just chilling after having to talk to relatives all day.
Tomorrow's my birthday, and for once im actually having some friends over to celebrate. i think we're just gunna hang out watch movies, eat chinese food and maybe go sleddiong, if this random storm that just occured pulls through. I really hope it does tho, they say we're sposed to get 3-6 incghes so i'm keeping my fingers crossed and maybe this vacation i can actually get up to the mount and go skiing. but we'll see i've got plenty of vacation left, and thats definately good :-)

Current Music: counting crows - omaha

Ahhh so nice to be on vacation....
of course last night i wasn't totally on vacation yet cuz we had a track meet. But it ended up not being too bad... Me and whit ran the 600 pretty well, and we beat 'gansett but lost to westboro. So today not doing much, just finished wrapping some presents, cleaning, and will soon be helping out with the baking (which im not so sure is a good idea lol) But i can't wait until christmas :-) And hopefully i'll be hang able to hang out with some friends this vacation too. Another thing i'm definately excited about is finally being able to legally drive people on Jan. 2. And this really wouldn't have been such a big deal, if my parents hadn't been about the only parents to make their kid follow this stupid law! But whatever it'll all be done with soon.

So not too much has happened since i last wrote. Went to Sarah and April's christmas party and that was definately crazy but i can't really write the details here... people might get pissed, not that ne one reads this but u never kno...

So ne ways im out for now, be back after x-mas unless soemhting more interesting happens soon!

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: jack johnson - bubble toes

So things have been kind of crazy lately, started indoor track again this year. lots of running and throwing shotput, the running i can handle, and right now the throwing is something i am lacking in, but whatever i'll work on it...
What else had happened recently... o i got my wisdom teeth out, and my face swelled up and i had some nice bruises on the side of my face which im sure were really attractive lol. My dad got a new nice job which is awesome, and hes starting in january so everyhting will be good :-) And they said that by spring i'll prolly have a car, so im keeping my fingers crossed. But other than that things have been good, trying not to be shy (lol meg) and hopefully i'll be able to have some fun soon, but this weekends kinda booked, open gym for softball on saturday and indoor field hockey already! on sunday, but i may be going to the movies one of those nights, we'll see....

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: jason mraz- you and i both loved

Long day today, but fun, and quite eventful...
Meg and me and our mom's went x-mas shopping today and we got plenty of good things. unfortunately we'll have to wait till x-mas to get ne of them but o well.
But many crazy things happened during our day, first me and meg almost got ran over by some crazy moms with shopping carts, its never safe to get in their way, but luckily we survived.
My mom almost killed herself tripping over some of our bags that i left on the floor(whoops lol), and meg almost fell down the escalator, but luckily we all made it out safely.
We had fun at lunch with the little girl who just felt the need to show everyone the fact that she could hop on one foot, but she was cute so she could get away with it lol.
Losing our mom's in target is something we seem to do every year, but we always find them again so its all good.
And then of course our conversation on the way home;
Meg and Amanda : we never had an alumni game this year...
Meg's mom (Johanna): we would have beat u guys like greased peanuts!
Meg and Amanda : what?!
But we managed to have fun and get plenty of presents for people so it was a good day...
Well im out for now....

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: drive-incubus

Vacation has been pretty uneventful, but thanksgiving was good, and the football team won, good job guys! :-) Oh and i watched a christmas story because meg told me it was on, nothing like that movie to get u in the christmas spirit...

Things have been kinda weird lately, i don't really kno why,which is very frustrating, but whatever i'm not gunna waste my time worrying over something that i can't fix, at least i have my friends who are always there for me, thanx u guys :-)

I watched Shrek 2 today it was so funny and really cute. And i was like why can't life be like a fairytale?
Someday we'll find our prince charmings or shrek's meg lol...

Indoor track starts monday, i randomly decided that i did want to do indoor track last thurs. night, running by myself all winter was starting to not seem as appealing, so indoor track was the answer. but its better this year cuz not all my saturdays will not be wasted, most of the meets are on wednesday nights so, i won't be juggling softball open gym and the meets, so it will be good.

Well not too much else to say right now, gunna get some sleep and maybe i'll have something good to add after a day at the mall christmas shopping with meggo...

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: flake-jack johnson

Well things have been kinda crazy lately, not going the way i want them to at all :-(
Hopefully things, or people will come around soon, but ne ways for now im trying to keep busy.
Not too much has been happening, now that field hockey's done im pretty bored, and have realized how much i really, really need a car.
This is not only for my own sanity (aka little annyoing middle schoolers who must die) but also for my safety. You see my bus driver (Leo) is a 4 ft gremlin look-alike who can barely see over the wheel, or reach the pedals to drive the bus. At least 6 times this year alone, he has almost killed us all. Mostly pulling out of intersections in front of cars, which he either a: thinks are invisible, or b: thinks will somehow miraculously be able to go from 60-0 in 4 ft. and not hit the bus. Its definately pretty bad tho, and i hope that he deosn't kill ne of us!
But ne ways hoping the weekend is looking up, hopefully i'll find somehting to do, since my mom said it was a no-go for the stateradio show :-(. But ill find somehting to keep me occupied :-)

Well out for now....

Current Mood: worried
Current Music: marshall tucker band-take a load off annie

Well field hockey is officially done now. We lost a hard game yesterday to NDA 2-0. But before this loss, we beat the number 3-seeded team, Shepard Hill, and the number 2-seeded team, Shrewsbury, before trying to knock off number 1 NDA. It was a tough game and i wish we could have done somehting differently so we could have shut them up for once, but i guess there's always next year. Unfortunately we'll be without our awesome seniors who i'm definately gunna miss a lot :-(.

But seriously we had an awesome season, we were league-champs, with an almost perfect record in our league(9-1) and ended up being number 2 in central mass. So i think that's definately something to be proud of. But i think that the best part of the season was definately our sing-alongs on the bus and crazy times together at practice, mostly us falling over eachother lol. So even though the season's done, I'm definately glad for all the time we all spent together. I love u girls!!!! Great job this year!

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Tom Petty- mary jane's last dance

I can't even begin to describe today! The field hockey game was awesome, we all played our hearts out and kicked some shepard hill ass! And they were 3rd seeded, and were sixth seeded, so its all good. We're on to semi-finals now, we're playing either westboro, or shrewsbury, so it will def. be a good game,thats happening mon., so people better come support us PLEASE!!!

But right now, im really happy that we won, but not too psyched about getting up at 7 something for SATs....O well, tho it will be done by tomorrow afternoon, and then i think im going to the movies. Going to see "Saw" just to scare myself, and laugh at whitney, aili, and meggy when they jump out of their seats! But it will be fun, and then an environmental science proj. which i have no clue what i'm doing on, and then prac. sunday to get ready for the big game.

But now im out cuz im making a cd and then going to bed, cuz im really tired....be back later when something good happens!

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: modest mouse - the ocean breathes salty

Everything has been sooo crazy lately, i think i'm gunna freak out. I have a couple projects that i should be working on as i sit here typing this, then we have districts with field hockey which is good, but im still nervous about it, and then sat. instead of relaxing i have to get up and take SATs. But the rest of the weekend won't be bad. If or when we win wednesday and friday, we might have practice on the weekend, but whatever.
but ne ways today was a nice break from school, i went on a field trip to mt. wach. and even tho, i am a little tired after that and practice :-(, it was still fun. Me and Amber made a nice find at the summit, a beat up football, but it kept us entertained just as much as the people that ended up playing with it. It was little cold and all, but over all it was a good time :-)
But right now im really tired so im out.....

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Incubus-stellar

Sunday we had our big game against NDA, it was a tough game, and we all played really hard, but we ended up losing 2-1. But we were all saying that it doesn't even feel like a loss because we played so hard and we definately did what we came there to do, which was basically to shake their confidence and make them worried about the next time we meet them which will probabaly in districts.

But our next game is tomorrow, against Naragansett, who are undefeated. But they play all really easy teams like murdock and maynard, and other teams that are ususally really weak, so we're hoping to give them their first loss tomorrow, just to be a pain in the butt lol.

Ne ways the rest of the weekend was good, the football game was a lot of fun, and our team actually won for once lol. So that was definately good, and then of course sat. night with whit, aili, and meg, good times girls. Me being the poor girl lol, and my "death on a plate" dinner as aili called it lol. But thats all for now, thought i'd update it since i haven't written it forever lol...I'll have to wait for some more weekend fun and add in later....

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Muse-Hysteria

Well I guess its been awhile since I've written in here, so a lot has happened.
First, lol our field hockey team is kicking ass!!! Number 1 in our league!!! we are 6-0-1 and we got another game tomorrow and thurs. I think that this is the team that just might be able to beat NDA, i'm keeping my fingers crossed.
I've had some crazy-ass weekends lately, lol. One, kindof awhile ago, but thats ok. Me, meg bethany, and tony went to see Beth's dad in his movie "Freedom Park" it was really cute, and Beth's dad was great in it. After, the band Jediah came on(a local band that had some songs in the movie) and they were really good. We all had a lot of fun and are hopefully going to see them on Nov. 5 at Holy Cross.

Another crazy weekend that I've had recently was my trip to the movies to see "The Forgotten" with whit, aili, and meg. The movie was supposed to be scary (and some parts were) but other parts you just had to laugh at, especially when you have someone next to you hiding under their hood, with their glasses peaking out(whit). But the movie had no resolution and we were all kind of cinfused by it. We decided that the plot was left undone so that their could be a sequel or something, like the Twice Forgotten lol. So then we got coffee, and saw some "waddlers" along the way,made fun of an orange shirt in fashion bug, and headed to walmart, where we preceded to cause more problems. But the best part of the night was driving around Gardner and contemplating whether to steal a certain street sign, worrying that when we turned around in someone's driveway they would call in that their was a car using their driveway with a bush in it?(lol meg!)(...you had to be there). ne ways we chickened out and headed home, but still had an awesome time laughing at our stupidity.

Well that's all for now update it next time somehting crazy happens, hopefully soon! :-)

Current Mood: refreshed
Current Music: the bends-radiohead

Well the summer's going pretty well, been having fun with my friends and all, but I have run in to a couple of those days where you don't have anything planned for the day so you end up doing random things, like today for instance I:
1.) went to walmart (sad i know, but it proved to be an interesting outing, a worker there looked like he could be Joe Dirt's twin mullet and all, I had to walk away so no one would see me laughing)
2.) I got home and golfed with my bro in our yard with a hole that he made ( I have to say that I've gotten a lot better at golf becuase of this)
3.) Then we went into the woods in our backyard to look for long lost golf balls (because sometimes when we're really bored we'll just drive golf balls into the woods)We we're very successful in our hunt we found 14 golf balls, and when we got back proceeded to hit 6 of them back into the woods for another day.
4.) Then we decided to make a fire pit for a fire some random night that we decide to have people over and make s'mores or some thing (hey it kept us occupied)
and I don't think i did anything else really important, but this obviously shows that I really need to get away from my house and do something, not that i want to get back to school or anything but i do miss seeing some friends, maybe I'll see them around. Ne ways i'm not ready to go back yet, i still have to read 100 pages of grapes of wrath and write the essay for it, but i'm not complaining too much about that becuase I like this book a lot more than the book we had to read last year "The Picture of Dorian Gray". But ne ways I'm out for now, I found some other random things to take part, in be back later!

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: snow patrol- spitting games

Well I haven't written in here for a while, but now I'm back home and back here again. For those of you who don't know I was at my lakehouse( as meg calls it) for the past month, and although I miss the perks of being right by the lake, and my friends there :-) there are a couple of things I missed here at the house:
1.) a nice shower (my hair is thanking me)
2.) my own room!( being close to the family for too long is not a good thing for ne one)
3.) the computer ( downloading music right now)
that's all i can think of for right now, but I'm sure I'll discover some more in the future.

In other news... I recently got my license, and have been driving my dad's green jeep... so if ur out on the road beware! j/k lol

Well besides enjoying the weather, soaking up the sun, and swimming, i think thats all for now, I'm gunna finish a new mix cd for the summer, be back later!

Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: hallelujah- Rufus Wainright

Why, with four days left of scholl are our teachers still trying to teach us?? Do they undertstand that from now on our brains can no longer retain any information, and we are incapable of taking notes that we will probably not read. The only thing related to school we are worried about is finals :-( and we just wanna remeber that info and take those and get them done with. Monday and Tuesday are such crappy days next week all we'll be doing is reviewing, well exept for wh where she is going to teach us another chapter in one day!!! because she is a crazy anal psycho who has to do everything by the book! And unfortunately the final is more on the most recent stuff so i kinda still have to pay attention in there, but i prolly won't.
Bio is stupid because Mr. green( aka carlin) is teaching us about evolution, which he says there will only be one question on the final on it. Thus, no one cares! But he seems to think that we should pay attention for the sake of our own knowledge and that we should want to learn ( where the hell does he get this stuff?) So today he showed a movie on evoltuion, the classed response to it? "Zzzzzz" and then he got mad at us becuase we were sleeping, and he angrily spouted out "this is why i don't show movies in class, people sleep and talk!" and we just ignored hima and walked out the door. But we'll be rid of him in a few days can't wait...

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Story of the year - anthem of our dieing day

Have you ever had one of those days when you really should have done this and you really should have done that, but out of all those things that you should have done you didn't get any of them done? Or maybe you did one or two of those things but half-ass. Well, as you can probably tell, thats how my day has been, and now its left be in a pissed off mood.
Plus I just got a call that my summer job, that I was planning on working at to get gas $ for my car (which i don't have yet)isn't going to work out this year. They have too many people, but they told me not to give up on them and that next year they'll definately need me... gee thanks but that really doesn't help me right now

And speaking of my car, it sounds like the guy that my parents are getting it from has ordered an suv as well so the car is going to be late coming in and probably won't be here until late august early september... There go my plans of driving to school the first day:-(

But the dealer gave my parents a choice, they could buy the same exact car for less money and the only difference would be that the car would be red instead of champagne colored. So, my parents being who they are decide not to opt for this very nice deal... there reason, "when a cop sees a red car they stop it more often" What?!?! I could be driving a red chevy impala to school on the first day of school but now i have to wait until 2 weeks after school starts to drive a stupid champagne colored one to school
And I'm sorry if i sound like a brat complaining about cars, when i should be happy that my parents are actually getting me a car(yes I know meg!lol), but when i was planning on using this car this summer, and driving to school with it the first day, and a red car is somehting i would like even more, its kind of a letdown, plus the fact that I have no source of $$ anymore and I think that i am seriously going to go job searching.....Maybe I'll be an ice cream girl or somehting... i'm getting desperate here!
Ne ways thanks for listening i needed a place to vent... o yeah and ne one who was pissed off about how Hadley's me-me-me speech at graduation, read paige's(paigie43) info, it will make you feel a lot better :-)

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: allman brothers - midnight rider

Somedays I think I'm crazy
Because of all I hold inside

Somedays I think just maybe
I'll let it all out, I'll set it free

But then I remember I'm not like that,
That's not me

And maybe the way I am
Is just the way I'm supposed to be...

Last night I had the funniest dream, i was beating up a person i will not name here just in case ( a well known, annoying as hell cheerleader) lol. it was sooo funny cuz this person is not liked by many people so it was entertaining, and i woke up laughing, because, seriously i'm not the type of person to beat soemone up, but it was probably the most fun thing i've ever done in a dream...

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: story of the year - until the day I die

So Meg and I are hanging out, right now she is referring to me as "the cripple", Gee thanx!!! lol Ne ways this is because I sprained making a spectacular catch in softball hahaha lol. Ne ways, right now, i'm still on crutches (it happened last sunday)but if i keep doing my ankle excercises (lol) i'll be able to walk soon!
Ne ways meg and i just had an interesting convo with someone... this someone was asked who he was interested in recently, and I jokingly told meg it would be her, little did we know that this may be tru!!! We're not sure but the hint that this person was giving was quite interesting, won't say much more tho or meg might get mad hehehe.
Ne ways two weeks left of school then finals!!! can't wait for summer!!! And June 26 i'll be getting my license hopefully. Ne ways school is killing me especially bio and english!!!
But i'll quit complaining only likr 14 days left so that makes me happy! :-)

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: ride with me - the vines

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

Am i like that??? I hope so for most of it just wondering...

I got it from hannah's journal... thanx :-)

Today was a 1/2 day so i skipped it hehehe
actually i didn't do anyhting fun on my day off cuz i'm working on a bio paper, its sposed to end up being 14 pages by the end... ummmm we'll see about that..

But the thing that keeps me going is that summer is coming soon!!!
5 weeks, or 23 days left...
not too bad, when 10 days of school left comes...then i will be happy, actually i'll prolly be stressing about finals then, but after finals i'll be set!

The friday in the week after we get out of school i'll be able to get my liscense!!
that is in 43 days :-( o well, it'll come soon enough...
Well i'm out for now i want to finsih this paper so i can go tan :-)

Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: All downhill from here - new found glory